Obsession
By ELF
It’s least expected
when the feeling over takes,
upon the silence of nights
my urges consume me whole; the force which ignites the burning, returning to red.
Chorus
I fall incomplete, defeated by your deceit .
once again alone
my obsession’s again taken hold, leaves me cold
Fallen, yet again this time without discreet.
Immediate satisfaction forbids release.
The people who care, tell me to stop.
while desperation grows greater to resist.
my heart throbs succumbing to addiction,
When the poisoned blood circulates, resistance is lost.
at what cost?
When you depart I am once again alone.
As i change my sheets, the tone settles in
I gotta stop!
Upon your return temptations flame.
Drowning in indulgent substances, they keep me from going insane.
They ease my pain with regret.
longing to break from captivity time after time.
searching for my repellent
Cause time just continues to bind
for your knock on my door eats me alive.
